31st,december 2008

3.33am
i couldnt sleep
puts me in thinking mode
thinking about,unnecessary stuff again.
probably that's what causing me to be abit emo tonight
i should be happy
i'm gonna party for nyeve
well not exactly a super duper great party bash tho
but,at least i'm doing something at this kinda day
*i do not want to spend my nyeve in infi and got humiliated by mango*
at least this year,i'm spending it on beach party
great isn't it?
i should be feeling happy
but no,for now i dont think i'm


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19th December 2008

well,sigh
i've been abandoning my blog for some time now
i dont really know what to blog lately
i need some workout
i've been gaining weight lately..i'm serious and i know you guys were expecting it
LOL.
okay,talking about workout i need find a decent gym around ipoh
since Dennis is coming back ipoh and suggested we should go work out
well
what the heck,i need to get buffed
lol
and i felt like singing K now
i sucked at it pretty much but i enjoy it very much lol
well it's how i express myself much in the k-room
u can sing like shit and noone cares lol

on the other hand
i've been selling wacom for now
well,business' slow
gotta be patience
lol
xmas is coming,what did you guys planned?
well for me,i'd a BBQ gathering at my place...
thought of ordering a turkey but it's too expensive
250 for a medium turkey
no choice,gotta opt for something else
holidays
damn
am i boring or what
i need something to do before i start thinking nonsense
and i need to shop for new sneakers and shirts too
ahhh
so much to do yet so lazy to do
lol

out
-Ben-
happy holidays peoples

15th November 2008

almost a month since i've been updated my blog
well
1st of all
thanks for all those wishes i get on my bday

it's been a really great year for me
and everything's pretty well up till now
altho i didnt really celebrate or did i plan to celebrate this year
but some of you guys really gave me some suprise
well,altho i dont look suprised,but i'm really suprised
:D
thanks Dennis and Puikhe for the blog dedication
love u guys!
altho didnt really talk much or going out alot
but,what matter most need not to be showed
you guys are me close friend n that's that
;)
ok i sound abit..um..faggoty right now
forgive me for that i'm high on some hormones nowadays
oh lol
well i just went to kl few days earlier
it's a...crash trip actually
didnt really planned it out
so,cant really meet alot of me old friends
guess they're busy with assignments
did went to meet yaorong up and crash at his house playing tekken
thanks dude for the ride and hospitality
things i did in kl
well
you know
i'm a tekken freak and guess most of u guys who know me pretty well could guess what i did
oh lol
yes i went for tekken6 arcade
and it was..so....


nuff said
an arcade machine with sony HDTV and nice sound surround system
where could u possibly get this anywhere?
and oh boy
hw i wish there's tekken6 in ipoh
but that's gonna be utter bullshit cause it's never gonna come true
capcom station j00 sarks
well
tekken aside

i got myself a bday present
well it';s abit late and i bought it myself for myself
it's abit lame i know,but hey
i'm pretty much hype bout it when i got from the seller
oh how stupid i look smiling whole nite long looking at my newly bought bday present
oh here it is guys



the moment i got home
i take it out the box and start setting up
haha sounds abit uh..hype right?
and it looks so freaking cool
altho my sis n mom think it's quite..scary
but hell
i love that shit so much
LOL
anyway think i should really put an end to this post
guess it has gone abit too long
can get quite boring,i'm not some prolific blogger afterall
lol
ciao peeps

25th October,2008

should be time that i should update bout my blog
lack of update nowadays
hmm guess dont have anything to talk nowadays
wonder have you guys felt like that too
heh birthday coming soon
and i'm not hype about it
i wonder why
dennis asked me bout it,and i replied him
"geez,i dunno never really thought about it"
but...what's the point really,it's the same date again and again
birthdays,they seems so dull to me now
clubbing?
got sick of that
throwing a party somewhere?
just like normal outing
just that we have additional cakes for dessert
it's not like it's special in some sorta way
just a date,just a number
i dont know why,i felt like i'm starting to outcast myself from others
and i only chose few to be close to me
not more than 5
just a few
i dont know why
but i seems to lost hope towards people
for almost a year
for a year,seems like i change alot
i quitted going to cc
i stopped clubbing
i found myself a path
i met someone who gave me the direction
i stopped snooker

why?
just take it as a redemption for myself
i changed because of one solid reason
and that's that
but i guess it's too late for all that
i need to move on with my life
i wish i could

October 10th,2008

sigh i'm lazy with blogging nowadays
workload piling up deadline closing up
guess it's gonna be a busy week for me after the penang trip
to finish up tons of painting
and have to save some money for books and *sigh* graphic card
i got tagged by 2 frens of mine and had yet to do that
sorry mabel and pk
wish me luck guys
as i grow,i think i see things in more of a different way now
well at least from the design point of view
thanks to someone,really had to treat him for a freakin big ass meal if i ever get my 1st salary



why people always comparing to each and another.
well it's nothing wrong
but it's very wrong when it comes to designer
what's the point of comparing design?
i wonder,everyone got their own signature and way of working
compare too much and you'll be like them too
guess that takes the very essence of designer
you cant be yourself
but well of course when it comes to professionalism you cant run away from that
afterall designers are ,well of course professionals just like doctors and etc
yes i'm not bullshitting
it's kinda sad how the community takes designers as a whore nowadays
well,you cant expect super good treatment especially when the mindset of the ppl that doctors got good future while designers...well they're artist and the only thing they can do is paint
MISCONCEPTION
how i wish i could yell that malaysia
rants over
not like that happens to me anyway
lol

and i seriously need to start keeping fit now
my whole class ask me to slim down
JS sk me to slim down
Stella too
D also
and many more
guess i think i really should start keeping fit now
oh boy
i think i should
back to how i was like...2 years ago
sigh i miss me old look
tomolo i shall start my daily routine of jogging

and here the tags imma gonna do

The last person that tagged you is?
Mabelloi

Your relationship with him/her?
Friends,that i can talk with lol

Your two impressions towards him/her?
she's crazee about lengjai

The most memorable thing that he/her has done for you?
hmmm,i wonder....so far none i guess
crapping with her..does that count? lol

The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you?
you're not lengjai

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
life goes on..

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is..
Because something really really bad happened.hopefully not
else there's no one who can crap with me

The most desirable things to do for him is..
find someone who looks like raymond lam to be his bf =p

How do you think people around you feel about you?
useless piece of wood (canto)

The character of yourself is?
i like to show my happy face,having fun all the time
emo is not really my thing

On the contrary, the character that you hate yourself is..
i dont hate myself,i am what i am

The most ideal person you want to be is..
someone who understand me,but guess there's not much ppl who can understand me,only a few

For the people who care, say something about them.
you guys are the best,really.

Ten people to tag.
Wtf, why so many?

i] Dennis
ii] Stella Teoh
iii] Jessica (JS)
iv] Timmy
v] Simon
vi] Shenay,yes you no more prey for me to tag lol
vii)keijoe

guess that's it?

Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
she's single,guys

Is 6 a female or male?
Female.

If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
there's no.7,but there's no no.10


How about 5 and 8?
sodomee? eeew

What is number 1 studying?
la-la-la-lawyerr!!

Say something about number 3.
She's my simou rawr

Panic At the SG8

lame title
lol
today gonna do a triple posting tho
so hardworking aren't i?
back to 31st of august
ahh yes merdeka
nothing special
around noon went out to lunch with cymon and stella somewhere opposite sun yuen loong
it was nothing special really,normal hot day,blow some water
and aggronax called me out of a sudden
asking me wanna see lenglui or not
well i was like w00t,lenglui??
oh well,they came from kl and we known each other(not really) in forum
and decided for some meet up with our thread members
3 girls and 1 guy
JS(jessica),kikipi(kiki),Blackburry(vicky,AOD(christopher)
yumcha abit blow water abit,and actually planned some stuff for night activities
after lepak at oldtown for some time,we actually went to kek lok tong,for some sightseeing and some pictah time
lepak till 4 or 5 like that we went back
simon went to bring em for dinner after that which i did not join and later at frosty beer
i joined in later and had to drink a few cup lulz
and then move on to sincero riverbank,ordered a bottle of red wine
and dennis,timmy,karweng join in ,aggronax bought em a bucket of heineken lulz
(thanks bro)
feeling not so siok,aggro decided to go to SG8
lol,chinese song cum techno
feel damn great man lol
lepak till like 3 like that,again it's aggro's treat
>.<
he actually tumbang before 3 and went to his car and sleep
lol
went back home,i couldnt sleep tho lol
too semangat already,well 1st time been drinking so much since so long and i actually remain so sedar lol
and tomorrow morning i had to wake up for cameron trip
and took some pictah actually lol

Monday August 18th 2008,not so hot day

i couldnt help it but to post this up

August 5th 2008,HOT DAY

time to revive my thread oh lulz
been busy for few weeks working on stuff
so don't have the time to think bout what to write and stuff
well
here i am
finally getting the feel to blog
starting my 1st class in ERA today
it was great,and i got bunch of friendly coursemate despite of 1st day getting to know me
oh,they were all girls and one guy
that sums up there were 2 guys in the class
well
finally,i feel more like going to college now
which is a good thing
and i kinda got asked to intro myself in front of the class
and i got point blank at a moment lol
nice knowing them and,really the lecturers and bunch of fun peoples too.

okay college aside
here's another posting that i hope may enlighten people

there's been alot of people misunderstood what concept art is
well,i'm in this particular field and certainly,i hope i could clear up the mist covering you guys out there thinking about what concept art is
well,majority would think that concept art is freaking cool ass painting
more like a masterpiece as long as it is digitally painted
well
concept art is concept art
illustration is illustration
both differs from each other
concept art is more to the design rather than the beauty of the painting,a masterpiece or so to say
well,you cant take monalisa as a concept art do you?
concept art is more about the idea and less about the painting
talking about it,we're selling the ideas not the masterpiece


"Concept art is a subset of illustration.

What is illustration? Dictionary.com says this of the word “illustrate”:

1. to furnish (a book, magazine, etc.) with drawings, pictures, or other artwork intended for explanation, elucidation, or adornment
2. to make clear or intelligible, as by examples or analogies; exemplify
3. 3. Archaic. to enlighten
4. to clarify one's words, writings, etc., with examples: To prevent misunderstandings, let me illustrate.

So, an “illustration” is art that communicates something.

There is much of fine art that falls into the category of illustration. Any imagine that tells a story or represents an object is illustrative, whether it is communicating something as complex as a scene from the Lord of the Rings, or as simple a thing as “a horse” or “a man”.

What makes concept art different from illustration is that the audience isn’t the person who reads a book, plays a game, or watches a movie. The primary audience of concept art is other artists, and other people involved in the making of the final product. Concept art is the blueprint that is used to make more art. It is also used to communicate with the holder of the intellectual property rights involved in a project, and it can also be the leverage that is used to get funding for a project.

If you want a formal education that will prepare you for being a concept artist, then study illustration.

"


oh and btw,here's a practice of my perspective
take a guess how many vp(vanishing point) it has
just a rough sketch
not really finish yet,but at least i got the view i wanted lol

July 20th 2008,rainy

been busy settling my portfolio stuff and going to era soon
thanks dennis for sitting there for 2 hours just for my test
lol
and yesterday went to yum cha at suet far beh jau,frosty beer
omfg,taste so foamy lulz
and the cat sistahs(carrmen,isabell,stella) keep on ordering stuff like fried prawns
couldn't drink much end up bringing one bottle home
still in my fridge tho,gonna have it with my dad very soon
lulz

"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!"

Rocky Balboa

july 12,rainy 2008

since i've been tagged
i'm force to do a tag
oh well lulz
and i got tagged by isabell

RULES:List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your Summer. Post these instructions in your blog along with your 7 songs.Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

Barry Manilow - cant smile without you

Barry Manilow - Mandy

Bowling for soup - almost

Bowling for soup - girl all the bad guys want

Hoobastank - The reason

Hoobastank - inside of you

Switchfoot - this is home




I tag:
mabel,dennis,timmy,cching,kokseng,sengfoo and puikhe
lulz

btw here is today's work

July 03,rainy 2008

should i go or should i not?
i do not have confidence
but....i got nothing to lose isn't it?
guess i should take the opportunity
the results aside
yeah,i should go
and yes i'm going to take that opportunity

29th june,2008 rainy

i've made a mistake in the past,i paid a high price for it
and i certainly do not wish anyone would make this kind of mistake again
i knew it well
ever since then,i learned alot of things
things i do not know back then
how to love?
and i've finally know what it is
what it is to be loved and to love
a lesson that i'll never forget

how i wish the bus would keep on going and going
never will it stop
but in reality,it has already stopped
and eventually people have to get down

june 25th,2008 sunny

as usual back from college
hmm today's kinda fed up
i dont know why but i;m fed up with my lecturer
yeah he forgot the requirement of his assignment and shoot me back
and end up he's the one who's wrong
well what to do,he's the lecturer mah
the f-up things aside

a friend of mine ask me something today
she asks me "why you don't wanna carpool shi qi(coursemate) since you guys staying at the same are"
i said " i like to take buses"
lol why?
i don't know,but taking bus seems so...nostalgic
shaky bus,wind blowing through the window and the aunties and uncles blabbering all around
and sometimes when you're lucky,there might be some hot chics too
OMFG lulz
wonder when's the 1st time taking bus,it was back to form 3
lol yep,didnt take school bus anymore and decided to take public bus
it was nostalgic back then.....
and there are so many things happen on the bus through out my life..i mean really..alot
example? neh i keep it to myself lulz
uncle/auntie conductor shouting the destination as if they were singing
don't you guys miss that?
ever since i got my driving license i've not been taking buses for some time
now that i have to,guess it's not a bad thing either lol

passionate isn't it?

TAHAN...pasangan gay yang ditahan, kelmarin.

KUALA LUMPUR: Tindakan aneh dua lelaki berkurung hampir dua jam dalam sebuah tandas awam di sebuah pusat menjual kraftangan terkenal di ibu kota, kelmarin membongkar kegiatan jijik pasangan terbabit yang melakukan hubungan homoseksual di atas mangkuk tandas.

Pasangan lelaki gay terbabit masing-masing berusia 31 dan 32 tahun, dikatakan turut meliwat sesama sendiri bagi memperoleh kenikmatan hasil hubungan songsang dilakukan sejak beberapa bulan lalu.

Kerja terkutuk itu bagaimanapun terbongkar apabila disedari seorang peniaga yang curiga melihat hubungan mesra luar biasa pasangan terbabit sebelum memasuki tandas di tingkat satu pusat jualan kraftangan yang menjadi tumpuan warga kota dan pelancong asing.

Dalam kejadian kira-kira jam 6 petang itu, peniaga berkenaan mengesyaki sesuatu terhadap pasangan terbabit apabila mereka tanpa segan silu memeluk satu sama lain sambil sesekali berkucupan dan mengusap penuh berahi.


Curiga dengan perangai pelik itu, peniaga berkenaan terus menghubungi detektif pusat kraftangan itu sebelum mereka mengatur strategi untuk menangkap pasangan gay terbabit.

Detektif yang enggan dikenali berkata, sejurus menerima maklumat, dia bergegas ke tandas dimaksudkan untuk menyiasat perlakuan songsang itu.

“Pasangan terbabit dipercayai melakukan hubungan terkutuk itu dalam bilik hujung tandas.

“Sebagai langkah berjaga-jaga, saya turut memanggil dua pengawal keselamatan untuk mengawasi kawasan itu bagi mengelakkan mereka melarikan diri,” katanya ketika ditemui.

Katanya, selepas hampir sejam menunggu, seorang daripada pasangan terbabit keluar dengan pakaian tidak terurus manakala rambut berserabut.

“Tidak lama kemudian seorang lagi keluar dari bilik tandas sama sebelum saya dan pengawal menahan mereka.

“Pasangan terbabit pada mulanya cuba berdolak-dalih dengan mengatakan tidak membuat apa-apa, bagaimanapun selepas beberapa kali ditengking, mereka memberitahu perkara sebenar,” katanya.

Pemeriksaan dalam bilik tandas itu turut menemui cecair dipercayai digunakan pasangan terbabit melakukan seks luar tabii.

Detektif berkenaan berkata, lelaki terbabit kemudian dibawa ke pejabat untuk siasatan lanjut dan selepas disoal siasat mereka mendakwa tandas berkenaan itu dijadikan ‘markas’ gay melakukan hubungan sejenis.

“Seorang daripada mereka yang ditahan itu bekerja sebagai tukang masak di Pulau Pinang manakala pasangannya berasal dari Sabah dan bekerja kilang.

“Lebih mengejutkan, pasangan berlainan agama itu dipercayai baru beberapa jam berkenalan sebelum mereka bersetuju melakukan hubungan sejenis,” katanya.

Difahamkan kedudukan tandas itu agak sunyi selain tidak ramai yang menggunakannya, dijadikan sarang golongan gay melakukan hubungan terlarang.

Menurutnya, sebelum ini, pasangan gay menjadikan tangga di kawasan berkenaan untuk melempiaskan hawa nafsu, tetapi selepas pihak pengurusan memasang kamera litar tertutup (CCTV) menyebabkan mereka menjadikan tandas awam sebagai sasaran.



tomato sauce:http://www.hmetro.com.my/Current_News/myMetro/Monday/Setempat/20080623102855/Article/index_html


they did it for t3h lulz

June 20th,2008 cloudy

today seems to be a boring day
lol downloaded transformer and watch it while eating my lunchbox
been brainstorming alot for concept arts
tried to do 2 pcs per day but seems like lack of brain juice
cant think of anything
and oh tried to draw cyclops(x-men) but doesnt work either
ahh anyway here is today's work
something like centaur but...don't really like the shape of the horse do i modded it abit into some muscular and flexible
so...it aint a horse..i uh...whatever i dont know what should i call it
plan to repaint the lower part into something scaly
well if i have the mood that is
left so many artworks uncorrected of their mistakes
especially the shadow and highlight those kinda stuff
guess i still got a long way to go *sigh*

June 20th,2008 rainy

it;s been a long time since i updated
well mainly cause of in the process of changing to another isp
from maxshit to screamyx
well at least it's not so screamable than maxshit isn't it?
ok here's today concept arts

June 9th 2008,sunny

been taking some time to draw this one
it's not that complicated but it's kinda easy to finish it up in 2 hours
but somehow been busy with my assignment
so had to delay it alil bit
life has up and down
there are brightest time of our life and there are also darkest moment that we had
hmm guess that's what i wanna say with my drawing
even tho you're in the dark part,there's still some light(indicating the window)
look at the bright side and you'll feel alot better
as you walk,eventually you'll be shed by the light again.
okay i;m bad at describing my work but i hope u guys can get it lol



here's something i drew using MSpaint

why??

fed up fed up and fed up
why every fucking time i had be the one who's wrong
for fucking 20years of my life,for everything i do i'm wrong
is it because of my size or issit because of my tolerance
everytime something happen i took all the blame to myself
i would be the one who's blaming myself
and fuck,people took advantages over me because of my attitude
15YEARS I'VE BEEN AS A FUCKING LOSER BECAUSE I DOESNT FIGHT BACK
AND TOOK ALL THE BLAME MYSELF
selfish?all the time i was being selfless all the time and i've been treated like an asshole
oh great and now i'm trying to change to be abit more selfish
and people start bitching about me
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE PEOPLE
just because somebody had changes over themselves and people start bitching about it
i've been asked and asked again"understand me,this and that"
WHO THE FUCK TO UNDERSTAND ME THEN?
I'VE LOST EVERYTHING FOR ONE WHOLE FUCKING YEAR
who's there to understand me then?
i lost my dignity
i lost my loved ones
i lost my family
i lost my education
i lost my pride
i lost myself

cd075-2

special dedication
made it for you guys

munben from cd075-2
TOA

June 4th 2008,Rainy

hmm came back from college freaking early :x
as soon as i reach my home,i grabbed my slr and start taking pictures
without knowing what i'm taking, :x there goes manual slr for you
cant see shit of the pics i've taken and i've freakin take it to photoshop to develop the film
how i wish these nightmare would end

ok here goes another painting
been 2 days i've been painting this on and off
guess i should finish it now
at 1st the queen should be blonde but figured out it doesnt make any impact so i painted it red with black hair

title:Queen Of Redrum

June 2 2008,sunny

well
guess from now onwards there's gonna be one concept art per post
hmm a wat to force myself to practice more
lulz here's today's dose
again,inspired by eason's song

June 01 2008,cloudy

a short update

just came back from ykc's sis pre-wedding dinner
lulz
with aggronax,hughie,stella and cymon lawl
went back home and keep meddling with my black beauty
forgot to take pics

btw was listening to eason's song while drawing this
guess what song it is
the only song he dresses like this lulz
took me like 15 minutes
a quick sketch

may 29th 2008,sunny/rainy

yet another day i'm practicing digital arts
so obessed now that almost 24/7 holding to the pen drawing
keep drawing and drawing

here's a drawing of mine
dun mind the guy,looks crappy cause i've been drawing this like 2 hours lulz
using corel painter ix
lulz

28th may,2008 sunny

lulz back from a missing week without updates
now i'm back
just had a sore throat yesterday which it hurts and...toothache
seriously cant chew on stuff
went to porridge with cymon yesterday,could only drink the porridge
i'm in vain,vain for unable to chew on the food
aih
well did more practice with the tablet
and voila,an apple i draw out of nothing
couldn't think of anything and..there goes i drew that approx 15 minutes
looks abit like crap tho lulz

Discuss!

been on and out in 2 college
previously TOA(TheOneAcademy) and now currently PIA(perak institute of arts)
somehow i'm able to notice something similar in both college,or design college generally speaking

Do you agree that,students who are good in drawing Anime-like stuff will be good in designing?
i've seen alot,that newly enroll students would take anime = graphic design
but in reality they're different things
IMO,maybe it's lack of education bout arts and designing during their high school?
stereotyping has always been happening since form 4 where students are planted with mindset that Art/Vocational class are for the drop-outs
hence,planting a thought that Science class are superior and the career ahead are way alot better than others
indirectly it destroy our country's creative industry.
so it is linked to the issue of "underpaid GD"
however
i'm not to talk about underpaid GD
but rather do students know what they're going through and the difference between anime and design
should we blame the school for lack of education? or the student themselves for not doing enough research?

Discuss cheers http://forum.lowyat.net/index.php?showtopic=698343

May 16,2008 sunny

another hot day again
spent the whole afternoon doing nothing again
oh had lunch with simon and hughie
lulz had some..braised chicken rice
altho not really full considering the size of my belly
lulz

well,my brain now is full with imagination
yep,how i wish i could rear my favorite pet
lol i'm pretty sure everyone has one
i spent the whole day reading the stuff bout it
how to tame it and stuff
ahhhh
iguana,















they look so freaking cool
had been dreaming bout having one
but unfortunately,it'll cost a bomb raising one
considering the cages and of course the freakingcoolasss lizard which cost alot
oh and also the risk of getting bitten and whipped by the freakingcoolass lizard
lulz
had been considering about gecko and stuff,thanks to yaorong and his friend(sorry i forgot your name but i guess i could call you the snake guy) which his whole house is dedicated to reptiles and amphibians (snakes,lizards,and tarantulas if i'm not wrong
but then again gecko aint so cool ass like iguanas
and the most important thing is
you cant put it on your shoulder and walk in the streets


well for now i could only imagine
lulz(it's so freakingcoolass)

oh well been listening to this band quite frequent lately
nice music they had,some sorta indie band
WildChild
lulz enjoy

May 15,2008 sunny

hot day isn't it?
it's sickness season
seems like everybody tarting to get flu or something like that
well,to my dear friends and family
remember to drink more water lol
sounds like grandma right?

had a hot day, and i can get my beloved white coffee today
the restaurant's closed :(
wasn't feeling very good today took an evening nap
later that night
a friend called me up,well accompanied him to dinner at jusco
lulz had a donut at big apple
well what to say,he's a very good friend of mine or ngam key or so to say
he had a lil bit of probs and got kinda moody tho
had a little conversation and stuff
well,think i'll write this up

no matter how bad your day is,
you still have to go on with your life
if that's the case why not go with a smile(bad engrand,lulz)
moody or not,if you face it with a smile on your face
it'll be alot better
you've gone through alot of things
most of them is tough
but heck you've gone through all that and you are what you are today
instead of putting up a sad face
why not start a brand new day with a smile.
=)

it's a lulz

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

may 12,2008 sunny

ahh after few days missing
i'm here to blog again
been sick for the past few days
nausea and some..cirit birit
and the freaking laptop got infected by trojans
took like..2-5 minutes to refresh a forum page
unable to spam
but heck,luckily seng hon lend me his psp and i wasn't completely bored

just came back from lunch with some of my senior
nice people i'd say lulz and
cheeching FFK me
i finish class she only just woke up
bawa gila banyak benda nak buat
lulz

today took bus back,so there are a bunch of girls
high school , high level of profanities
it makes me wonder,am i like that when i'm still in school?
lulz
will my sis be like that too when we're not around
well let's hope not lulz
ahhh.....teens
nostalgic
(sounds like i'm so old lulz)

May 06,2008 rainy

truth hurts,it'll always hurt your ears listening to it.
in fact lies is what hurt you most.
couldn't agree more
dennis came back today,went to jusco thought of buying stuff
for well.....
you know who
after that went to find keijoe,kwok wei,and kwong yik
the usual trio that would hang out at infi just for dota
well..joined them for a game and went to yumcha
it was..quite boring
all footballs talk
yeah..arsenal,MU and etc
cant understand a thing
except for those /b/ memes i saw at /b/ threads

dead bored even though college has just started
it's simply...short
imagine i get to go home at lunch time
damn......



here's something to humor you guys

may05,2008 cloudy

another boring day
so damn free nowadays
assignment sikit
class also sikit
according to my senior,i could have been in the second year with what i had learnt
but well,a college is a college still they need to earn some profit outta me

1)College Applications
2)sweet talks
3)????
4)PROFIT!!

heck,now i need to study back for what i've learn
sigh....

May 04,2008 sunny

how would you want your life to be in your future?
yet another day,boring day
have not start doing my assignments yet
it's freaking hot tho.....
bought soya bean and some lengkong
taste damn nice especially on this kind of weather
SATISFACTION!
did it for t3h lulz
tomorrow gonna have class again
9am to 12pm
it's gonna be so free until then
guess tonight will be going out for dinner
most probably.

May 03 2008 rainy

tired
just came back from work....
kinda alot of customer today
and thanks hughie and stella for buying some stuff
guess tonight is going to be very very...i mean really boring

May02,2008 sunny

lazy day i has
went to college but seems like nobody's coming
just me and minkin and the lecturer
well everybody has their lazy day
been doing management proposal for my dad
trying to cut down his workload
something at least has been put in to use after so many readings
lawl,didnt waste my money for nothing buying those books
question pops out of my head

what if,your life you had been married to a career woman
someone who's better than you in sense of career and everything
how would it be?

lol wut

just got caught by my friend,senior to a some sorta student council meeting
and.....out of nowhere i'm now a committee member for the class
more like i'm being put on a table
if you know what i mean

oh by the way
say hello to my newfound baby YASHICA FX-7

i did it for t3h lulz

oh lawd
another blog again.
seriously cant keep a blog alive for a long time,maybe i'm a lazy bum afterall
new leaf new life
well,just transferred college from TOA to PIA
thing's been going on pretty well i guess
at least no more sleepless nights......
guess PIA is more free in sense of assignments
and somehow,the stress was like....lightweight,really
i can never get motivation at toa with all those coursemate that went crazy
no matter how hard i try,still cant par with them.
well,guess it's a matter of confidence i guess.
oh lawd
kthxbai