Friday, October 24, 2008

25th October,2008

should be time that i should update bout my blog
lack of update nowadays
hmm guess dont have anything to talk nowadays
wonder have you guys felt like that too
heh birthday coming soon
and i'm not hype about it
i wonder why
dennis asked me bout it,and i replied him
"geez,i dunno never really thought about it"
but...what's the point really,it's the same date again and again
birthdays,they seems so dull to me now
got sick of that
throwing a party somewhere?
just like normal outing
just that we have additional cakes for dessert
it's not like it's special in some sorta way
just a date,just a number
i dont know why,i felt like i'm starting to outcast myself from others
and i only chose few to be close to me
not more than 5
just a few
i dont know why
but i seems to lost hope towards people
for almost a year
for a year,seems like i change alot
i quitted going to cc
i stopped clubbing
i found myself a path
i met someone who gave me the direction
i stopped snooker

just take it as a redemption for myself
i changed because of one solid reason
and that's that
but i guess it's too late for all that
i need to move on with my life
i wish i could

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

October 10th,2008

sigh i'm lazy with blogging nowadays
workload piling up deadline closing up
guess it's gonna be a busy week for me after the penang trip
to finish up tons of painting
and have to save some money for books and *sigh* graphic card
i got tagged by 2 frens of mine and had yet to do that
sorry mabel and pk
wish me luck guys
as i grow,i think i see things in more of a different way now
well at least from the design point of view
thanks to someone,really had to treat him for a freakin big ass meal if i ever get my 1st salary

why people always comparing to each and another.
well it's nothing wrong
but it's very wrong when it comes to designer
what's the point of comparing design?
i wonder,everyone got their own signature and way of working
compare too much and you'll be like them too
guess that takes the very essence of designer
you cant be yourself
but well of course when it comes to professionalism you cant run away from that
afterall designers are ,well of course professionals just like doctors and etc
yes i'm not bullshitting
it's kinda sad how the community takes designers as a whore nowadays
well,you cant expect super good treatment especially when the mindset of the ppl that doctors got good future while designers...well they're artist and the only thing they can do is paint
how i wish i could yell that malaysia
rants over
not like that happens to me anyway

and i seriously need to start keeping fit now
my whole class ask me to slim down
JS sk me to slim down
Stella too
D also
and many more
guess i think i really should start keeping fit now
oh boy
i think i should
back to how i was like...2 years ago
sigh i miss me old look
tomolo i shall start my daily routine of jogging

and here the tags imma gonna do

The last person that tagged you is?

Your relationship with him/her?
Friends,that i can talk with lol

Your two impressions towards him/her?
she's crazee about lengjai

The most memorable thing that he/her has done for you?
hmmm,i far none i guess
crapping with her..does that count? lol

The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you?
you're not lengjai

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
life goes on..

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is..
Because something really really bad happened.hopefully not
else there's no one who can crap with me

The most desirable things to do for him is..
find someone who looks like raymond lam to be his bf =p

How do you think people around you feel about you?
useless piece of wood (canto)

The character of yourself is?
i like to show my happy face,having fun all the time
emo is not really my thing

On the contrary, the character that you hate yourself is..
i dont hate myself,i am what i am

The most ideal person you want to be is..
someone who understand me,but guess there's not much ppl who can understand me,only a few

For the people who care, say something about them.
you guys are the best,really.

Ten people to tag.
Wtf, why so many?

i] Dennis
ii] Stella Teoh
iii] Jessica (JS)
iv] Timmy
v] Simon
vi] Shenay,yes you no more prey for me to tag lol

guess that's it?

Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
she's single,guys

Is 6 a female or male?

If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
there's no.7,but there's no no.10

How about 5 and 8?
sodomee? eeew

What is number 1 studying?

Say something about number 3.
She's my simou rawr