Sunday, June 29, 2008

29th june,2008 rainy




















i've made a mistake in the past,i paid a high price for it
and i certainly do not wish anyone would make this kind of mistake again
i knew it well
ever since then,i learned alot of things
things i do not know back then
how to love?
and i've finally know what it is
what it is to be loved and to love
a lesson that i'll never forget

how i wish the bus would keep on going and going
never will it stop
but in reality,it has already stopped
and eventually people have to get down


Tuesday, June 24, 2008

june 25th,2008 sunny

as usual back from college
hmm today's kinda fed up
i dont know why but i;m fed up with my lecturer
yeah he forgot the requirement of his assignment and shoot me back
and end up he's the one who's wrong
well what to do,he's the lecturer mah
the f-up things aside

a friend of mine ask me something today
she asks me "why you don't wanna carpool shi qi(coursemate) since you guys staying at the same are"
i said " i like to take buses"
lol why?
i don't know,but taking bus seems so...nostalgic
shaky bus,wind blowing through the window and the aunties and uncles blabbering all around
and sometimes when you're lucky,there might be some hot chics too
OMFG lulz
wonder when's the 1st time taking bus,it was back to form 3
lol yep,didnt take school bus anymore and decided to take public bus
it was nostalgic back then.....
and there are so many things happen on the bus through out my life..i mean really..alot
example? neh i keep it to myself lulz
uncle/auntie conductor shouting the destination as if they were singing
don't you guys miss that?
ever since i got my driving license i've not been taking buses for some time
now that i have to,guess it's not a bad thing either lol

passionate isn't it?

TAHAN...pasangan gay yang ditahan, kelmarin.

KUALA LUMPUR: Tindakan aneh dua lelaki berkurung hampir dua jam dalam sebuah tandas awam di sebuah pusat menjual kraftangan terkenal di ibu kota, kelmarin membongkar kegiatan jijik pasangan terbabit yang melakukan hubungan homoseksual di atas mangkuk tandas.

Pasangan lelaki gay terbabit masing-masing berusia 31 dan 32 tahun, dikatakan turut meliwat sesama sendiri bagi memperoleh kenikmatan hasil hubungan songsang dilakukan sejak beberapa bulan lalu.

Kerja terkutuk itu bagaimanapun terbongkar apabila disedari seorang peniaga yang curiga melihat hubungan mesra luar biasa pasangan terbabit sebelum memasuki tandas di tingkat satu pusat jualan kraftangan yang menjadi tumpuan warga kota dan pelancong asing.

Dalam kejadian kira-kira jam 6 petang itu, peniaga berkenaan mengesyaki sesuatu terhadap pasangan terbabit apabila mereka tanpa segan silu memeluk satu sama lain sambil sesekali berkucupan dan mengusap penuh berahi.


Curiga dengan perangai pelik itu, peniaga berkenaan terus menghubungi detektif pusat kraftangan itu sebelum mereka mengatur strategi untuk menangkap pasangan gay terbabit.

Detektif yang enggan dikenali berkata, sejurus menerima maklumat, dia bergegas ke tandas dimaksudkan untuk menyiasat perlakuan songsang itu.

“Pasangan terbabit dipercayai melakukan hubungan terkutuk itu dalam bilik hujung tandas.

“Sebagai langkah berjaga-jaga, saya turut memanggil dua pengawal keselamatan untuk mengawasi kawasan itu bagi mengelakkan mereka melarikan diri,” katanya ketika ditemui.

Katanya, selepas hampir sejam menunggu, seorang daripada pasangan terbabit keluar dengan pakaian tidak terurus manakala rambut berserabut.

“Tidak lama kemudian seorang lagi keluar dari bilik tandas sama sebelum saya dan pengawal menahan mereka.

“Pasangan terbabit pada mulanya cuba berdolak-dalih dengan mengatakan tidak membuat apa-apa, bagaimanapun selepas beberapa kali ditengking, mereka memberitahu perkara sebenar,” katanya.

Pemeriksaan dalam bilik tandas itu turut menemui cecair dipercayai digunakan pasangan terbabit melakukan seks luar tabii.

Detektif berkenaan berkata, lelaki terbabit kemudian dibawa ke pejabat untuk siasatan lanjut dan selepas disoal siasat mereka mendakwa tandas berkenaan itu dijadikan ‘markas’ gay melakukan hubungan sejenis.

“Seorang daripada mereka yang ditahan itu bekerja sebagai tukang masak di Pulau Pinang manakala pasangannya berasal dari Sabah dan bekerja kilang.

“Lebih mengejutkan, pasangan berlainan agama itu dipercayai baru beberapa jam berkenalan sebelum mereka bersetuju melakukan hubungan sejenis,” katanya.

Difahamkan kedudukan tandas itu agak sunyi selain tidak ramai yang menggunakannya, dijadikan sarang golongan gay melakukan hubungan terlarang.

Menurutnya, sebelum ini, pasangan gay menjadikan tangga di kawasan berkenaan untuk melempiaskan hawa nafsu, tetapi selepas pihak pengurusan memasang kamera litar tertutup (CCTV) menyebabkan mereka menjadikan tandas awam sebagai sasaran.



tomato sauce:http://www.hmetro.com.my/Current_News/myMetro/Monday/Setempat/20080623102855/Article/index_html


they did it for t3h lulz

Friday, June 20, 2008

June 20th,2008 cloudy

today seems to be a boring day
lol downloaded transformer and watch it while eating my lunchbox
been brainstorming alot for concept arts
tried to do 2 pcs per day but seems like lack of brain juice
cant think of anything
and oh tried to draw cyclops(x-men) but doesnt work either
ahh anyway here is today's work
something like centaur but...don't really like the shape of the horse do i modded it abit into some muscular and flexible
so...it aint a horse..i uh...whatever i dont know what should i call it
plan to repaint the lower part into something scaly
well if i have the mood that is
left so many artworks uncorrected of their mistakes
especially the shadow and highlight those kinda stuff
guess i still got a long way to go *sigh*

Thursday, June 19, 2008

June 20th,2008 rainy

it;s been a long time since i updated
well mainly cause of in the process of changing to another isp
from maxshit to screamyx
well at least it's not so screamable than maxshit isn't it?
ok here's today concept arts



Monday, June 9, 2008

June 9th 2008,sunny



been taking some time to draw this one
it's not that complicated but it's kinda easy to finish it up in 2 hours
but somehow been busy with my assignment
so had to delay it alil bit
life has up and down
there are brightest time of our life and there are also darkest moment that we had
hmm guess that's what i wanna say with my drawing
even tho you're in the dark part,there's still some light(indicating the window)
look at the bright side and you'll feel alot better
as you walk,eventually you'll be shed by the light again.
okay i;m bad at describing my work but i hope u guys can get it lol



here's something i drew using MSpaint

Thursday, June 5, 2008

why??

fed up fed up and fed up
why every fucking time i had be the one who's wrong
for fucking 20years of my life,for everything i do i'm wrong
is it because of my size or issit because of my tolerance
everytime something happen i took all the blame to myself
i would be the one who's blaming myself
and fuck,people took advantages over me because of my attitude
15YEARS I'VE BEEN AS A FUCKING LOSER BECAUSE I DOESNT FIGHT BACK
AND TOOK ALL THE BLAME MYSELF
selfish?all the time i was being selfless all the time and i've been treated like an asshole
oh great and now i'm trying to change to be abit more selfish
and people start bitching about me
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE PEOPLE
just because somebody had changes over themselves and people start bitching about it
i've been asked and asked again"understand me,this and that"
WHO THE FUCK TO UNDERSTAND ME THEN?
I'VE LOST EVERYTHING FOR ONE WHOLE FUCKING YEAR
who's there to understand me then?
i lost my dignity
i lost my loved ones
i lost my family
i lost my education
i lost my pride
i lost myself

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

cd075-2


special dedication
made it for you guys

munben from cd075-2
TOA

June 4th 2008,Rainy




















hmm came back from college freaking early :x
as soon as i reach my home,i grabbed my slr and start taking pictures
without knowing what i'm taking, :x there goes manual slr for you
cant see shit of the pics i've taken and i've freakin take it to photoshop to develop the film
how i wish these nightmare would end

ok here goes another painting
been 2 days i've been painting this on and off
guess i should finish it now
at 1st the queen should be blonde but figured out it doesnt make any impact so i painted it red with black hair

title:Queen Of Redrum

Monday, June 2, 2008

June 2 2008,sunny




















well
guess from now onwards there's gonna be one concept art per post
hmm a wat to force myself to practice more
lulz here's today's dose
again,inspired by eason's song