i've had it and i've had it

some say i'm a time bomb

awaiting for the bad timing to let it all go in one shot

or perhaps i might just have a bad anger management

whatever it is

i'm tired

i'm really tired with all those shit that's going around me

i'm really tired why i'm such a push over where i couldnt even fight back for myself and just follow the flow.

i dont know if it's a good thing or not,but i've kept silence for so long.

i dont fucking care i take it myself and finally i exploded

i got blamed for every shit for that day

oh yeah i got fucked for not being understanding for being bad temper

look who's talking now

i took everything to myself and shut it all out,expressing myself in front of these damn monitor.

whom can i express it to?

the keyboards?

i'm tired,i'm really tired

i have to deal with princess attitude every fucking day and i can do nothing about it.

sometimes i wonder,do i even have the rights to talk anything in this family

i guess none

you guys are the wisest,smartest,and the most reliable one

so that leaves me have no rights to talk about anything at all

fine,i leave as it is i dont care and i'll just have to go on with my life.

i do what i'm doing and you guys do what you wanna do

does not concern me.So fuck it,sometimes i even wonder what the hell i'm doing for you guys

fuck it all up

i need a rest