Issit human's nature to betray each other?
is it so easy to betray a family bond cause of money?
So is my fucking mom's sis and her niece
hypocrites hypocrites and hypocrites.
i'm sick of this shit where people have to be so fake.
and still there's still people who'll believe them.
fooled you once and they'll fool you again.
where the fuck are they when you're in deepshit situation where you have to lose so much.
not even once they came to visit my mom.
NOT EVEN ONCE
and i'm glad you fucking failed in your business and break with your bf
that showed me how fake you fuckers are.
How much you guys had betrayed my mom backstabbing my mom trying to ruin her business
and you think nobody knows about it.
please go and fuck with yourself,i'll never forget what you'd done to my family.
Now you came to my house showing that fuck up face trying to tell the whole world you guys are innocent?
FUCK OFF!
you'd never failed to play shit between our family now i'm glad you did.
you played shit that provoked me and now you're gonna get it.
try and harm my family again and i'll guarantee this to you.
Even if it takes me to spoil my record i'll FUCKING KILL YOU LITTLE SHIT.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
3rd March,2009
for the past 2 months
i had been very very lazy
lazy with blogging
lazy to update
call me a lazy bum if you will.
life's been great so far
and im gaining weight or i suppose you can call that well-fed
i couldnt explain why but i did gained extra weight.
and extra height
i've been growing taller and huge,i guess i'm a little bit retard starting to grow at this age while most of my friend had reached they maximum height.
looking back how short i am when i'm still in highschool and getting all taller than you guys now.
wahahaha
lately have been busy with assignments
photography,ahah anyone wanna become my model?
and group works alot too,but thats a relieve cause i did the most of concept and storyboard work of course with the help from my group mates
some of my photographs
unedited,yet to be edited
still not so pro yet but hey
dont you think they got "feel" lol
i had been very very lazy
lazy with blogging
lazy to update
call me a lazy bum if you will.
life's been great so far
and im gaining weight or i suppose you can call that well-fed
i couldnt explain why but i did gained extra weight.
and extra height
i've been growing taller and huge,i guess i'm a little bit retard starting to grow at this age while most of my friend had reached they maximum height.
looking back how short i am when i'm still in highschool and getting all taller than you guys now.
wahahaha
lately have been busy with assignments
photography,ahah anyone wanna become my model?
and group works alot too,but thats a relieve cause i did the most of concept and storyboard work of course with the help from my group mates
some of my photographs
unedited,yet to be edited
still not so pro yet but hey
dont you think they got "feel" lol
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
31st,december 2008
3.33am
i couldnt sleep
puts me in thinking mode
thinking about,unnecessary stuff again.
probably that's what causing me to be abit emo tonight
i should be happy
i'm gonna party for nyeve
well not exactly a super duper great party bash tho
but,at least i'm doing something at this kinda day
*i do not want to spend my nyeve in infi and got humiliated by mango*
at least this year,i'm spending it on beach party
great isn't it?
i should be feeling happy
but no,for now i dont think i'm
oh btw...pls do visit us in
www.joomcool.com
we're a well establish webportal and forum
be sure to drop by for a visit
we cater from bloggers to clubbing kakis and as well as if you're looking for a chat or new friend
do come by and give us a visit.
lotsa features there ;)
i couldnt sleep
puts me in thinking mode
thinking about,unnecessary stuff again.
probably that's what causing me to be abit emo tonight
i should be happy
i'm gonna party for nyeve
well not exactly a super duper great party bash tho
but,at least i'm doing something at this kinda day
*i do not want to spend my nyeve in infi and got humiliated by mango*
at least this year,i'm spending it on beach party
great isn't it?
i should be feeling happy
but no,for now i dont think i'm
oh btw...pls do visit us in
www.joomcool.com
we're a well establish webportal and forum
be sure to drop by for a visit
we cater from bloggers to clubbing kakis and as well as if you're looking for a chat or new friend
do come by and give us a visit.
lotsa features there ;)
Friday, December 19, 2008
19th December 2008
well,sigh
i've been abandoning my blog for some time now
i dont really know what to blog lately
i need some workout
i've been gaining weight lately..i'm serious and i know you guys were expecting it
LOL.
okay,talking about workout i need find a decent gym around ipoh
since Dennis is coming back ipoh and suggested we should go work out
well
what the heck,i need to get buffed
lol
and i felt like singing K now
i sucked at it pretty much but i enjoy it very much lol
well it's how i express myself much in the k-room
u can sing like shit and noone cares lol
on the other hand
i've been selling wacom for now
well,business' slow
gotta be patience
lol
xmas is coming,what did you guys planned?
well for me,i'd a BBQ gathering at my place...
thought of ordering a turkey but it's too expensive
250 for a medium turkey
no choice,gotta opt for something else
holidays
damn
am i boring or what
i need something to do before i start thinking nonsense
and i need to shop for new sneakers and shirts too
ahhh
so much to do yet so lazy to do
lol
out
-Ben-
happy holidays peoples
i've been abandoning my blog for some time now
i dont really know what to blog lately
i need some workout
i've been gaining weight lately..i'm serious and i know you guys were expecting it
LOL.
okay,talking about workout i need find a decent gym around ipoh
since Dennis is coming back ipoh and suggested we should go work out
well
what the heck,i need to get buffed
lol
and i felt like singing K now
i sucked at it pretty much but i enjoy it very much lol
well it's how i express myself much in the k-room
u can sing like shit and noone cares lol
on the other hand
i've been selling wacom for now
well,business' slow
gotta be patience
lol
xmas is coming,what did you guys planned?
well for me,i'd a BBQ gathering at my place...
thought of ordering a turkey but it's too expensive
250 for a medium turkey
no choice,gotta opt for something else
holidays
damn
am i boring or what
i need something to do before i start thinking nonsense
and i need to shop for new sneakers and shirts too
ahhh
so much to do yet so lazy to do
lol
out
-Ben-
happy holidays peoples
Saturday, November 15, 2008
15th November 2008
almost a month since i've been updated my blog
well
1st of all
thanks for all those wishes i get on my bday
it's been a really great year for me
and everything's pretty well up till now
altho i didnt really celebrate or did i plan to celebrate this year
but some of you guys really gave me some suprise
well,altho i dont look suprised,but i'm really suprised
:D
thanks Dennis and Puikhe for the blog dedication
love u guys!
altho didnt really talk much or going out alot
but,what matter most need not to be showed
you guys are me close friend n that's that
;)
ok i sound abit..um..faggoty right now
forgive me for that i'm high on some hormones nowadays
oh lol
well i just went to kl few days earlier
it's a...crash trip actually
didnt really planned it out
so,cant really meet alot of me old friends
guess they're busy with assignments
did went to meet yaorong up and crash at his house playing tekken
thanks dude for the ride and hospitality
things i did in kl
well
you know
i'm a tekken freak and guess most of u guys who know me pretty well could guess what i did
oh lol
yes i went for tekken6 arcade
and it was..so....
nuff said
an arcade machine with sony HDTV and nice sound surround system
where could u possibly get this anywhere?
and oh boy
hw i wish there's tekken6 in ipoh
but that's gonna be utter bullshit cause it's never gonna come true
capcom station j00 sarks
well
tekken aside
i got myself a bday present
well it';s abit late and i bought it myself for myself
it's abit lame i know,but hey
i'm pretty much hype bout it when i got from the seller
oh how stupid i look smiling whole nite long looking at my newly bought bday present
oh here it is guys
the moment i got home
i take it out the box and start setting up
haha sounds abit uh..hype right?
and it looks so freaking cool
altho my sis n mom think it's quite..scary
but hell
i love that shit so much
LOL
anyway think i should really put an end to this post
guess it has gone abit too long
can get quite boring,i'm not some prolific blogger afterall
lol
ciao peeps
well
1st of all
thanks for all those wishes i get on my bday
it's been a really great year for me
and everything's pretty well up till now
altho i didnt really celebrate or did i plan to celebrate this year
but some of you guys really gave me some suprise
well,altho i dont look suprised,but i'm really suprised
:D
thanks Dennis and Puikhe for the blog dedication
love u guys!
altho didnt really talk much or going out alot
but,what matter most need not to be showed
you guys are me close friend n that's that
;)
ok i sound abit..um..faggoty right now
forgive me for that i'm high on some hormones nowadays
oh lol
well i just went to kl few days earlier
it's a...crash trip actually
didnt really planned it out
so,cant really meet alot of me old friends
guess they're busy with assignments
did went to meet yaorong up and crash at his house playing tekken
thanks dude for the ride and hospitality
things i did in kl
well
you know
i'm a tekken freak and guess most of u guys who know me pretty well could guess what i did
oh lol
yes i went for tekken6 arcade
and it was..so....
nuff said
an arcade machine with sony HDTV and nice sound surround system
where could u possibly get this anywhere?
and oh boy
hw i wish there's tekken6 in ipoh
but that's gonna be utter bullshit cause it's never gonna come true
capcom station j00 sarks
well
tekken aside
i got myself a bday present
well it';s abit late and i bought it myself for myself
it's abit lame i know,but hey
i'm pretty much hype bout it when i got from the seller
oh how stupid i look smiling whole nite long looking at my newly bought bday present
oh here it is guys
the moment i got home
i take it out the box and start setting up
haha sounds abit uh..hype right?
and it looks so freaking cool
altho my sis n mom think it's quite..scary
but hell
i love that shit so much
LOL
anyway think i should really put an end to this post
guess it has gone abit too long
can get quite boring,i'm not some prolific blogger afterall
lol
ciao peeps
Friday, October 24, 2008
25th October,2008
should be time that i should update bout my blog
lack of update nowadays
hmm guess dont have anything to talk nowadays
wonder have you guys felt like that too
heh birthday coming soon
and i'm not hype about it
i wonder why
dennis asked me bout it,and i replied him
"geez,i dunno never really thought about it"
but...what's the point really,it's the same date again and again
birthdays,they seems so dull to me now
clubbing?
got sick of that
throwing a party somewhere?
just like normal outing
just that we have additional cakes for dessert
it's not like it's special in some sorta way
just a date,just a number
i dont know why,i felt like i'm starting to outcast myself from others
and i only chose few to be close to me
not more than 5
just a few
i dont know why
but i seems to lost hope towards people
for almost a year
for a year,seems like i change alot
i quitted going to cc
i stopped clubbing
i found myself a path
i met someone who gave me the direction
i stopped snooker
why?
just take it as a redemption for myself
i changed because of one solid reason
and that's that
but i guess it's too late for all that
i need to move on with my life
i wish i could
lack of update nowadays
hmm guess dont have anything to talk nowadays
wonder have you guys felt like that too
heh birthday coming soon
and i'm not hype about it
i wonder why
dennis asked me bout it,and i replied him
"geez,i dunno never really thought about it"
but...what's the point really,it's the same date again and again
birthdays,they seems so dull to me now
clubbing?
got sick of that
throwing a party somewhere?
just like normal outing
just that we have additional cakes for dessert
it's not like it's special in some sorta way
just a date,just a number
i dont know why,i felt like i'm starting to outcast myself from others
and i only chose few to be close to me
not more than 5
just a few
i dont know why
but i seems to lost hope towards people
for almost a year
for a year,seems like i change alot
i quitted going to cc
i stopped clubbing
i found myself a path
i met someone who gave me the direction
i stopped snooker
why?
just take it as a redemption for myself
i changed because of one solid reason
and that's that
but i guess it's too late for all that
i need to move on with my life
i wish i could
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
October 10th,2008
sigh i'm lazy with blogging nowadays
workload piling up deadline closing up
guess it's gonna be a busy week for me after the penang trip
to finish up tons of painting
and have to save some money for books and *sigh* graphic card
i got tagged by 2 frens of mine and had yet to do that
sorry mabel and pk
wish me luck guys
as i grow,i think i see things in more of a different way now
well at least from the design point of view
thanks to someone,really had to treat him for a freakin big ass meal if i ever get my 1st salary
why people always comparing to each and another.
well it's nothing wrong
but it's very wrong when it comes to designer
what's the point of comparing design?
i wonder,everyone got their own signature and way of working
compare too much and you'll be like them too
guess that takes the very essence of designer
you cant be yourself
but well of course when it comes to professionalism you cant run away from that
afterall designers are ,well of course professionals just like doctors and etc
yes i'm not bullshitting
it's kinda sad how the community takes designers as a whore nowadays
well,you cant expect super good treatment especially when the mindset of the ppl that doctors got good future while designers...well they're artist and the only thing they can do is paint
MISCONCEPTION
how i wish i could yell that malaysia
rants over
not like that happens to me anyway
lol
and i seriously need to start keeping fit now
my whole class ask me to slim down
JS sk me to slim down
Stella too
D also
and many more
guess i think i really should start keeping fit now
oh boy
i think i should
back to how i was like...2 years ago
sigh i miss me old look
tomolo i shall start my daily routine of jogging
and here the tags imma gonna do
The last person that tagged you is?
Mabelloi
Your relationship with him/her?
Friends,that i can talk with lol
Your two impressions towards him/her?
she's crazee about lengjai
The most memorable thing that he/her has done for you?
hmmm,i wonder....so far none i guess
crapping with her..does that count? lol
The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you?
you're not lengjai
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
life goes on..
If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is..
Because something really really bad happened.hopefully not
else there's no one who can crap with me
The most desirable things to do for him is..
find someone who looks like raymond lam to be his bf =p
How do you think people around you feel about you?
useless piece of wood (canto)
The character of yourself is?
i like to show my happy face,having fun all the time
emo is not really my thing
On the contrary, the character that you hate yourself is..
i dont hate myself,i am what i am
The most ideal person you want to be is..
someone who understand me,but guess there's not much ppl who can understand me,only a few
For the people who care, say something about them.
you guys are the best,really.
Ten people to tag.
Wtf, why so many?
i] Dennis
ii] Stella Teoh
iii] Jessica (JS)
iv] Timmy
v] Simon
vi] Shenay,yes you no more prey for me to tag lol
vii)keijoe
guess that's it?
Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
she's single,guys
Is 6 a female or male?
Female.
If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
there's no.7,but there's no no.10
How about 5 and 8?
sodomee? eeew
What is number 1 studying?
la-la-la-lawyerr!!
Say something about number 3.
She's my simou rawr
workload piling up deadline closing up
guess it's gonna be a busy week for me after the penang trip
to finish up tons of painting
and have to save some money for books and *sigh* graphic card
i got tagged by 2 frens of mine and had yet to do that
sorry mabel and pk
wish me luck guys
as i grow,i think i see things in more of a different way now
well at least from the design point of view
thanks to someone,really had to treat him for a freakin big ass meal if i ever get my 1st salary
why people always comparing to each and another.
well it's nothing wrong
but it's very wrong when it comes to designer
what's the point of comparing design?
i wonder,everyone got their own signature and way of working
compare too much and you'll be like them too
guess that takes the very essence of designer
you cant be yourself
but well of course when it comes to professionalism you cant run away from that
afterall designers are ,well of course professionals just like doctors and etc
yes i'm not bullshitting
it's kinda sad how the community takes designers as a whore nowadays
well,you cant expect super good treatment especially when the mindset of the ppl that doctors got good future while designers...well they're artist and the only thing they can do is paint
MISCONCEPTION
how i wish i could yell that malaysia
rants over
not like that happens to me anyway
lol
and i seriously need to start keeping fit now
my whole class ask me to slim down
JS sk me to slim down
Stella too
D also
and many more
guess i think i really should start keeping fit now
oh boy
i think i should
back to how i was like...2 years ago
sigh i miss me old look
tomolo i shall start my daily routine of jogging
and here the tags imma gonna do
The last person that tagged you is?
Mabelloi
Your relationship with him/her?
Friends,that i can talk with lol
Your two impressions towards him/her?
she's crazee about lengjai
The most memorable thing that he/her has done for you?
hmmm,i wonder....so far none i guess
crapping with her..does that count? lol
The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you?
you're not lengjai
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
life goes on..
If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is..
Because something really really bad happened.hopefully not
else there's no one who can crap with me
The most desirable things to do for him is..
find someone who looks like raymond lam to be his bf =p
How do you think people around you feel about you?
useless piece of wood (canto)
The character of yourself is?
i like to show my happy face,having fun all the time
emo is not really my thing
On the contrary, the character that you hate yourself is..
i dont hate myself,i am what i am
The most ideal person you want to be is..
someone who understand me,but guess there's not much ppl who can understand me,only a few
For the people who care, say something about them.
you guys are the best,really.
Ten people to tag.
Wtf, why so many?
i] Dennis
ii] Stella Teoh
iii] Jessica (JS)
iv] Timmy
v] Simon
vi] Shenay,yes you no more prey for me to tag lol
vii)keijoe
guess that's it?
Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
she's single,guys
Is 6 a female or male?
Female.
If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
there's no.7,but there's no no.10
How about 5 and 8?
sodomee? eeew
What is number 1 studying?
la-la-la-lawyerr!!
Say something about number 3.
She's my simou rawr
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